Saturday, 11 October 2008

Rant 198 / A Post That Began On Saturday And Ended On Monday.

Playing the remake of Colonization, from the developers of the Civilization series. Colonization is a turn-based 4X game similar to the Civilization games. In fact, since they're all made by Sid Meier, Colonization is probably a prototype for Civilization.

Colonization is about the 16th century, when European explorers began to settle in the New World, aka America. The four European countries to choose from are France, England, the Netherlands and Spain. The Netherlands shouldn't be among the 4 though, because they didn't actually begin to send their guys till much later and the country was known as the Dutch Republic back then.

I always play as the Dutch, because their specialty is in trade. The Dutch's bonus is that their prices are much more stable than the rest, ie, if you sell/buy something in large amounts, the prices won't go up or down as much. Very useful if you like using money to solve your problems.

The English get people from their country to join their colonies more frequently (more immigrants). This is very useful for fast expansions. And this reflected what really happened back in the 16th century. But to me, this bonus isn't that useful because expanding too fast will inevitably annoy the American natives and probably piss them off very soon when you expand into their sacred burial grounds. Then it's war.

But if you like war, then the Spanish is for you. The Spanish have 25% attack bonus against natives, ie, to play as Spain is to make war all the time. Making war isn't always losing money. Pillaging and looting conquered native settlements will gain large amounts of loot that will require galleons (to the layman, let's just say they're really big ships) to carry them to your homeland for some huge profits. This also somewhat reflects what the Spanish conquistadors did to the American natives. The Mayans, Aztecs, etc...

Lastly is France. As the French, you are the opposite of the Spanish. Natives are more tolerant to your deeds, so accidentally stepping into their sacred lands isn't as much of a big deal as what the others get. Also, sending one of your colonists to live with them to learn their skills takes half as much time. This is useful because half the time you get colonists with no specialties and many native villages can train Expert Farmers, Miners and etc. If you want peace more than anything, France is your country.

The graphics are not important in this game but they're decent enough. Most of my irritation stems from the fact that most of the lands in the New World are already settled by natives. It's like every alternate step brings you somewhere near a village. Kinda hard to find good lands to set up my colonies.

But it's interesting because unlike Civilization 4 (CV4), your goal is to declare independence and then protect yourself against the invading hordes of your own country's military forces. When I declare independence, this will obviously piss my king greatly and he will send his men to retake his colonies. Thus the defense.

But this game is also quite different from the original Colonization in that it's more complex now. Taxes rise like mad when I make big money and the damned king extorts money from me every time I have some cash on hand. He even asked me for 10 gold when all I had was 80. Fuck! Of course I paid then, since it was still quite early into the game. But later, just when I had 2.4k, he asked me for 1.9k. Fuck! I told the king to screw himself (well, there wasn't this choice available, but what was available was that I refuse because I'm already paying him taxes) and he got a little annoyed. I think each time I annoy him, something happens. Maybe raise some gauges or make the taxes go up faster.

And when I begin to get ready to become independent, I can send my colonists to the Town Hall, where they talk about politics and generate "Liberty Bells". When I generate Bells, something will happen. I forgot what, and I haven't played this remake long enough to know. I think more people will support the idea of being independent and when there is enough people, I can declare independence.

It took me many months back then to figure out how to win the old version. This is because when the armies arrive, they come in a flood of men and ships. And not just normal soldiers and ships, but veteran soldiers and Man-o-War, which have higher attack powers. And the more Bells you generate, the warier the King gets and the more soldiers he will buy.

And in the remake version, you will also need to compete against the other 4 countries to gain independence first. In the old version, no one declares independence but the player. So, speed is necessary now. Need some getting used to.









Watching Boxer's 1st 2 games in the 2nd season of Avertec-Intel Classic, I see that he doesn't play to win exactly. Winning doesn't seem to be his main objective.

In fact, it seems like he was either playing for fun, or he wants to humiliate his opponents and win at the same time. Why? Because he uses unorthodox strats every single game.

In the 1st game, he actually made use of Valkyries, units that no one uses in tournaments because they suck compared to their costs. Yet he used them to a certain degree of effectiveness, until his opponent started building Scourges to counter them. But Boxer won.

In the 2nd game, he used a very early Wraith (Terran flying unit with anti-air and anti-land weapons but stronger in anti-air) to kill off his opponent's Overlords, limiting his supplies and unit counts. Later, after he lost it, he used Valkyries (again) instead. And while he stuck to old school tactics mainly, using Marine/Medic combos in large numbers with a few Firebats, he used mad tactics to harass and confuse his opponents. For example, in the end of the game, he used Nukes to wipe out an enemy expansion.

Nukes. No one, absolutely no one has ever used Nukes successfully in an actual tournament game before. No one, until Boxer in this game.

And when he sent his Ghost to aim a 2nd nuke at another expansion, the unit was spotted and killed just when his main army arrived along with some Science Vessels (for Irradiate, a very anti-Zerg ability). So his opponent surrendered with the most polite way of saying,"GG" a Korean player can use (according to the Korean commentator).

And I actually chuckled when I saw the nuke drop onto the expansion and everyone in the studio were screaming. Even the commentators were shouting," OHHHH!!!"

Ultimate humiliation tactic, to use a tactic that no one thinks can possibly work and win the game.

But as I've said before, he lost against his next opponent, so he's just flashy, but not as good as he was in his prime anymore. In the old days, he was nicknamed the "Emperor" for a very good reason: he could always win with strats that make everyone go "WTF??" because everyone knew they didn't work.


And I watch TossGirl's games against Keke too. TossGirl's HOT! And not only that, she's the best female SC player in Korea. Unfortunately, she's merely "good" compared to Keke "fantastic". Her control sucked, her strats were average.

In both games, she lost for good reasons. The games were quite normal, nothing fanciful happened. TossGirl got beaten quite thoroughly but without any humiliation. She made some bad moves here and there, attacking when she shouldn't have, missed things that she should have seen and etc.

I'm not sexist, but I may have been spoilt by myself by watching too many good games before watching this. No one recommended her games, but I was curious how the only female player in the tournament played.

In short, she sucked. Enough said.






Found the chocolate I was looking for in JP's NTUC. Only 1 brand was available, Hershey's Baking Bars. 100% pure chocolate, with no sugar and milk. A tiny chip of it placed in my mouth gives the best fragrance ever without any sweetness.

Tried to make a small portion of melted chocolate dip and it took quite some time to figure out what to do to make it edible. Adding sugar was a bad move - they don't dissolve easily in the chocolate. Instead, I had to add milk to make it smooth again. So next time, I'll just add sweetened condensed milk.



$3 for 8.5oz, which is one bar of 8 portions. Better than using Cadbury's milk chocolate for a dip. Always found that too sweet, and worse than too sweet when it is coating banana, which is already bloody sweet as it is.

More trouble though, since I need to sweeten it.

Next time I do it, I'll use half a bar and a cup of sweetened milk or slightly less. 6 portions and about half cup of sugar gives a bitter mixture. Also, 20s in a 800W microwave oven will burn it. So, I'll have to keep that in mind too...

Nub cook :P

Made lava cakes too. Not successful. I added 6 portions of the chocolate with an extra quarter cup of sugar (they asked for semi-sweet chocolate) but it was still too bitter. Will try adding an extra 1 cup of sugar next time. And add slightly less flour than this time. It was hard to gauge 1/3 cup when I didn't have that line on my measuring cup. Had to assume it's about 1mm below the 1/2 cup mark. And it was too much, made it too thick.



Couldn't resist taking this photo because one look at them made me think of the phrase," Butter batter beater."



Part of the cake got stuck to the insides of the container and I had to scrape it out with the fork.



Too thick. Too much flour. And not enough sugar.





Btw I still have 6 portions in my hall so that I can make more molten chocolate. Have a can of condensed milk too, but no fruits.

Friday, 10 October 2008

Rant 197 / Carpe Noctem

Something stinks of old sweat in my room and I don't know what. I just washed my old clothes and the smell still come into contact with my nose once in a while since yesterday. Gah!




Met this girl in the chapter meeting tonight. Quite hot. Unfortunately, she's a foreign student and in year 4. Why do Final Year foreign students look so much better than local girls. WHY?? It doesn't make sense!!

Or maybe I'm just weird? Now THAT makes sense.





Now I can't sleep before 3am even if I wanted to. This is BS! I need to tune my body clock again soon. Probably end of this week.







Why is my mind so twisted?

Is it the Internet?

No, it is Curiosity. Instead of killing the damned cat, it killed my innocence and severely wounded my Sanity. My twisted soul is the product of my nature. I am like Pestilence, one of the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, spreading my disease to all who come close to me. Some are naturally resistance to my touch, by means of a closed mind or a lack of curiosity, others are dragged into the abyss that decays their mind and turns them into monsters in human skins.

Curiosity is a double-edged sword, saving humanity by creating our world as it is today and, at the same time, killing, both physically and mentally, billions of people worldwide as kids watch BDSM porn online and smoke weed offline while adults explore the colourful world of zoophilia, necrophilia, coprophilia, pedophilia and many more.

Curiosity killed the cat, but the cat is not the only victim these days.









Placing yet another small part of my collection of wallpapers here. I don't know the sources as usual. Save whichever interests you.












What is maturity?






Ever had a bad meal before? I must be pretty spoilt, since I've rarely seen anything worse than a really curly hair in my food. May be a pubic hair or armpit hair, but usually, I'd just pick it out and go on with the meal. I've never had an insect in my food either, other than ants. So, look at the following picture and feel glad that you've never experience such an amazing loaf of bread.



Meaty loaf. I'd say it's sterilised, but still, it's disgusting with all the hair and innards and stuff.





Would you date a woman who used to be a man? I don't know, but I won't say that I will definitely not. I mean, if she looks just like a woman, talks like a woman, smells like a woman, feels like a woman, I don't see why not. Reproduction is not the main objective in life for me, so having a sterile partner is no biggie. Problem is with the inherent fear and disgust at transexuals that cannot be avoided because homophobia has been deeply ingrained into my mind to the point that I can remove most of it, but not all of it.

But of course, if I didn't know about it, it would be no problem. If I find out later, then it will depend on the situation and how far I've gone.








It's scary to see how some people can get so good at Starcraft. They know it so well, they even exploit the fact that units need time to turn to their target to shoot. That's just milliseconds of difference, yet it can be used with proper micro skills. That's freakin obscene!

For example, if your unit is going to be attacked by seige tanks and these tanks are in mobile mode going into seige mode, it is possible to maximise the little time you have to attack them and try to kill one of them before running off.

How long does it take for a seige tank to go into seige mode, turn and shoot? Less than 2 seconds! Yet some people can risk one last reaver shot at the nearest seige tank and kill it just before the other tank can attack, and get a shuttle to swoop down for the reaver just at the exact moment the tank turns to shoot. Damn, if that's not skill, then I don't know what is.

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

Rant 196 / A HIV+ Woman Can Still Give Birth To A Healthy Baby With A Good Doctor And A C-Section!





ROFLMAO!!!




Oh no! There is a chance that I will need to stay back on Fri for a morning project meeting on Sat! WTF! Gah!





One day in my office, my boss cast a Acid Arrow on me. "I want the report on XXXX from you before you leave tonight." Shocked, I choked on my coffee and accidentally countered with a spray of Magic Missiles. Of course that pissed him off, with his eyes spamming Polar Rays on me while he Silently cast Clenched Fist.

And just when he was to point his Finger of Death at me, I desperately cast a Spell Turning successfully. Unfazed, he cast Power Word: Stun and a Greater Shout at the same time on me. "Fuck! You've ruined my shirt!"

Putting on my best smile, I tried using Symbol of Persuasion, but while the DC was 31, he threw a Will Save of 34. Shit! Before I knew what happened, he cast Horrid Wilting and left to clean his shirt.










More trolls on Ebay. How fun! I wish I have an Ebay account!


Rant 195 / Why So Serious?

Recycled 2 bags of trash today, 1 bag of plastic trash and 1 paper. Sometimes I think I'm too nice.





The shower at my hall is rather energy-inefficient. It is very water-efficient though, because it produces a fine spray, albeit a hard one. But it is precisely because it is a spray that makes it energy-inefficient. Even though the water is very hot in the pipe, it loses a great deal of heat when it falls as a spray of very fine droplets. In fact, when I put my hand near the shower, the water is much, much hotter than when it hits my shoulders.

Of course, the most energy-efficient is to use a smooth flow of water, but that is also the least water-efficient. Obviously, the best balance is to use a cheap showerhead they sell everywhere, but I guess they believe that electricity is much cheaper than water over here.






2nd day of recording all the money that I've spent to the cent. Feels good to know exactly where your money is going. Damn, being the Welfare Officer is great. You get to buy food for both the club AND yourself in the same receipt and no one will ever know. Plus you get to bring back with you any leftovers. Since I'm planning to buy cookies sometimes and call for catering the rest of the time, it means once in a while I can get some free snacks for myself. Great for people like me, who can finish a whole tube of Ritz cheese crackers and still not feel satisfied.







I just read that brushing margarine, mayo, parmesan cheese and cayenne (or those chilli flakes that Pizza Hut uses will do too) on a cob of corn while roasting it will make it taste damn good. Sounds damn good too. Will try the next time I go for BBQ...





I think my buddy next door is skipping with ankle weights on. Saw some weights being hung outside to dry the last few days. No idea if the ladies downstairs complained or will be complaining though.






It is actually quite amusing to read about Palin's performances. Quite a lot of people are agreeing that she's just a bimbo. The fact that she misreads her country's Constitution (even though she's running for Vice Presidency!!!) and her inability to answer questions properly during her televised debate with Biden did make a some sort of laughing stock. Of course, there are many who still supports her, for reasons that escapes me (I seriously don't think her good looks really count for anything in such matters, but who knows?).

In fact, the debate made Biden look like a very experienced and wise decision-maker even though his records don't agree with this view. If this isn't an orchestrated charade to keep the illusion of democracy alive in the US, then wtf was McCain's team thinking when they chose Palin??? I'll bet there are millions out there who miss those good ol' days when US Presidents were actually respectable people, like Lincoln and Roosevelt.

And here's something that has nothing to do with anything. And I don't find it funny, just interesting.








4chan /wg/ does some some good wallpapers sometimes. Here are a few cool ones I saved.










Personally, I don't use any of the dark wallpapers at all. Too depressing. Saved them just because they caught my attention. Right now I'm using the crystal fruits, but will change soon when I feel like changing it.

Monday, 6 October 2008

Rant 194 / Today Is The Yesterday Of Tomorrow

World of Warcraft tournaments are really horrible to watch. Tried watching one match, which consists of a few 1v1s and a 3v3. Disgustingly boring. Even the commentator was bored to the point that he had to repeat things to pass the time without having an awkward silence. Seriously, 1v1 of a Priest vs a Warlock is just about chasing each other and getting out of each other's line of sight by running behind pillars in circles. For 5 mins, I watched that match hoping something would happen, but all they did was just what I had described in the previous sentence.

Reminded me of the time I played Devil May Cry and Chaos Legion, when the bosses required a serious and intense amount of repeating the same actions with perfect timing. Gets really frustrating if I die and had to do it all over again, but feels just as boring when your mind slowly dies and all there is in your mind is the next button to press when the precise moment arrives. Some people call it "in the zone". It feels good when you're in the zone because you're perfectly calm and every action you perform and all your timing is perfect.

But when you wake up, it would seem so monotonous and, if it was a single-player game, pointless. But if it's a multiplayer game, being in the zone is something every good player needs to do. I always have difficulty doing that though. Only happens occasionally. And at those times, I can be the top fragger of my team, until I see my score and get so happy that I become distracted. Then my score would drop back to the middle again.

See why I call my blogs rants? I digress a lot.





Cycling is good for me because it's almost the same as running but with less impact on the knees. I'd go swimming except that I developed this strong dislike for it after I dislocated my shoulder in a pool.






OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! Averatec-Intel Classic Season 2 is now ON! This is the second season of the Korean Starcraft tournament I was discussing some months back. Right now they're still at the Final 64.

Damn, Boxer is so good, he's playing for the Korean Air Force's Starcraft team, AirForce Ace. DAMN!! If only I could play computer games during my NS! Damn!!

And now they have 2 english-speaking commentators so that things are livelier now.

Watching Boxer vs Hero now...

Boxer lost!! In both games he used risky unorthodox strategies that somehow didn't work. It was entertaining, made everyone wish he'd win just to see more exciting matches that keep everyone guessing what Boxer'd do next. Too bad, he lost. But he'd not be famous if he weren't unorthodox. He's known to be very creative after all, always making his opponents and audiences go "WTF?!?"

In the first game, he sent the 2nd SCV he built (aka very very very early SCV he could have used to collect resources for other early game rushes) to the empty space just north of the enemy Zerg base. The Zerg was completely unaware of his presence. His SCV then began to build a Barracks there when another SCV comes along and got a 2nd Barracks up. 2 Barracks above enemy base can only be a rush.

It was an intensive early bunker rush! With 3 Marines and the 2 SCVs ready, he sent them right to the enemy expansion base slightly south of the two Barracks before it had any defenses and before any Zerglings were ready.

As soon as Hero saw the small group of Terrans, he sent 2 drones to mutate into Sunken Colonies (Zerg turrets) immediately.

The 2 SCVs did not slow down. Instead they began to build a bunker right next to the Hatchery. The Marines behind covered them while more Marines arrived from the two Barracks.

Alas, the Zerglings were actually halfway done, made just a few seconds ago to prepare for a standard early Zerg raid. So 4 Zerglings ran to the Terrans and began to rape the SCVs while the Marines desperately shot at them. But that was not enough, because when the Zerglings reached the SCVs, 3 out of the 4 went for the Marines, forcing them to move back to dodge the attacks.

At that point, 2 out of the 5 Marines present died. The building SCV soon followed, but not before completing the Bunker. The surviving SCV began to repair the Bunker as the more Zerglings arrived to assault the Bunker. Everyone was screaming in the studio as the desperate rush for the Bunker began.

The 3 living ran for the Bunker and ignored the Zerglings that were chasing them. 2 more died in the run. Finally, the last SCV and the Marine got into the Bunker just before they died (both HPs were in red).

Just a few seconds later, the Sunken Colonies were done. The Bunker rush was too late. 2 Sunken Colonies and almost 10 Zerglings easily overwhelmed the Bunker. As a last ditch effort to save the situation, the SCV exited the Bunker to repair it, only to die in a blink of an eye.

Boom! The Bunker exploded, leaving the last Marine exposed to all the fury that the Zergs could muster. The rest of the Marines arrived too late to enter the Bunker, because from the desperate run to the death of that last Marine, they took less than 30 seconds. And so, the frontmost Marines died while the rest ran towards Boxer's main base instead, because the Zerglings were already running towards it.

Zerglings always run faster than Marines. Plus, with the failed rush, his economy was shattered beyond salvation. All the resources that could have been spent to build more SCVs and expansions were instead used to build more Marines to save the Bunker. So even though the first wave of Zerglings eventually died, his base was seriously damaged and many of his precious SCVs died.

With his teching one step behind Hero's, whose economy was not seriously damaged, Boxer lost when he was unable to fight off the Mutalisk( basic Zerg flying units) raids that came later.

In the second game, he actually tried using Valkyries, which are aircrafts that can only kill air units. This strategy is supposed to use Valkyries to kill enemy Overlords to reduce their Food count and severely limit his opponent's unit count. Unfortunately, when he sent his Valkyries out, Hero got his Scourges out. Scourges are the suicide anti-air bombers. GG.

And yea, they have girls in there too. Just that they generally aren't too good at the game. No idea why. Will watch some games played by girls and find out.






Woohoo! Got a new set of headphones. Just a cheap $20 set. Feels pretty solid, but only time will tell if its good.






Spent $165.70 last week. About $65 for the visit to NUH. About $10 for the refreshments for TMC because I didn't get a receipt for the plastic cups and paper plates (took lots of cookies and a bottle of drink back to hall as compensation.. and bought a packet of Fisherman's Friend in the same receipt as the food without anyone's knowledge). So.. where did the 90 bucks go? About $40 for taxi fares, $20 for EZLink. $30 left. I'll assume I spent $25 on food. $5 left. Okay this error is small enough. All accounted for.




Whoa! If anyone reading this is going to watch the 2nd season of the Averatec-Intel Classic, watch the 3-game set of IntoTheRainbow vs AzAng here, here and here. Their styles are weird, especially Rainbow's persistent use of Reavers. I'm not saying he suck at it; on the contrary, he's freaking good at using them. There are times when he managed to kill 5 SCVs with 1 shot. It takes a sharp eye to pick out which SCV to aim for. Then his Shuttle zooms in just before the enemy units can shoot at it. Extreme micro skills.







I discovered that Trance music is a great genre for those times when you're just walking alone. Now I have about 500 mb of Tiesto's 3 albums in my phone. That's about an hour and a half of non-stop Trance. Great stuff when I'm walking from my hall to class. And not so fantastic that I can't stop listening to it. Easy to pick up, easy to drop.






Was looking at this picture of what the stars out there are like, as seen by the Hubble telescope. I'm pretty amazed by what I didn't know, especially about the scale of things. Our Solar System, unimaginably large as it is, is in fact microscopic when compared with certain stars. Here is the pic. Click on it for an enlarged version.


This may be old, but I've never seen it before. Size does matter! In comparison to the binary stars at the bottom, Earth is no more than an atom. Makes you wonder if the quarks are really the smallest particles.






Yesterday, the Pope made some comments about the economic crisis, saying that we who work towards career, money and success are "building houses on sand," a quote from the Bible, and that only the words of God are "solid reality". Wow, this guy is seriously conservative. I've already read about him being a very conservative guy back when they nominated him to be the Pope, but this opened my eyes.

One comment that someone made on that website I linked to was pretty true.

And how much is the Vatican worth again? How many billions does it have invested in this "castle built on sand"? The words Black, Pot and Kettle come to mind.
Let us prey. Amen.

Rant 193 / Double Post!

My plan is to get a bike after exams, find a street directory and a list of food stalls recommended by lots of people online and cycle around Singapore to eat. If possible, I will do this everyday.

One reason is because there aren't many fantastic games out there now, and those that are out are beyond the capabilities of my humble laptop. It is unfortunate but inevitable that good games are now so hard to make that every project is a large investment of time and money. New and small groups of developers have a much more difficult time to enter the market because of their fundings.

It used to be that games used sprites and this allows everything to be made more easily. Maps were 2D and pre-made by looking from the top. It was so easy to make those games and make them sell.

Now, if the graphics aren't made with state-of-the-art computers and programs, there is little chance of the games being good. Plus, even if they have the best graphics ever seen, it may still fail. Just look at Hellgate: London. Great graphics, great idea, but the developers failed at the execution.

So now games are rare, good games rarer. Only MMORPGs are still flourishing because of the sheer numbers of people who fail at life and need redemption, albeit a virtual one.

So I have no good games to play and I don't have much hope in this aspect of my life anywhere in the near future.

Probably will just spend about 300 on a decent one, just in case I lose interest.

Also, this will depend on whether I have to go for RT then. At the moment, I cannot because my knee is still injured. The meniscal tear is still in effect. Running is possible, but only for short distances and it will give me a throbbing pain immediately afterwards that will make me unable to rest on that leg.

One good thing about this injury is that it taught me to be more patient and to walk slower. This is because I cannot skip steps when I walk up or down any flight of stairs. Skipping steps require me to jump slightly on one leg, thus requiring, for a short moment, to stand on a locked knee.

Try skipping steps next time you walk up a flight of stairs, and observe your knee that you are standing on. Most likely, it will be locked as the other leg lifts up to reach the next step. This is what I cannot do, standing on the locked knee.

Took me more than a month to totally kick this habit because I ALWAYS skip steps before this. Always. It was hard and took me quite a number of painful incidents.

Also, I still cannot walk on locked knees when I'm very tired or taking large steps. The next time you run till you are out of breath, observe how you walk. You will notice that you don't bend your knees so much with each step. In fact, you may even lock your knees as you walk. Something I cannot do yet but used to do very often.

And I also got scolded by my doctor for not going for physiotherapy. I've been skipping it for 2 months, so I've not recovered much. He made it clear that if I do not recover soon, we may have to consider surgery, one that is similar to my shoulder's. Not a pleasant thought at all. Not at all.

The surgery on my left shoulder, though short, was a nightmare for me. Until now, I still cannot rest my arm above my head as I lie down on my bed. And it's still very weak. =(

Cycling is good for my knee though. My therapist recommended it. So.. yay?

Haha, I still cannot go for RT till, at least, my next appointment with my doctor, which will be on the first week of Dec. Time enough for my exams.








Scrubs! Been watching Scrubs for some time now. At the moment, I am at Season 3 episode 5. Slow. Also trying to get Prison Break. If only there is another completed season of House, I wouldn't be watching these at all.

Saturday, 4 October 2008

Rant 192 / You Cannot Kill That Which Already Has No Life

So I didn't bake anything this weekend. Lost my mood when I realized I was expecting the E-lecture week too early. It's not in the coming week, but in the next. Bleh.

Whole Saturday was spent at the Division speech contest at Queenstown CC, which was held from 1.30pm to 5.30pm. Serious pwnage. Some of them speak so well, I was totally captivated by their speeches. But those who were the funniest did not win the Humourous Speech contest. The one who got the most laughter from the audience was the 1st runner-up. The judges had other things to look out for when giving their scores, like structure of their speeches, style and etc. We, as the audience, merely judged with our laughter.

The rest of the day was wasted on Dimensity.

What is Dimensity? Dimensity is one game that is of semi-decent quality but playable. It is a mix of RPG and strategy, with a RPG-style of beginning at its campaign and strategy at the end. Basically, you play it like Diablo and eventually hire mercenaries to help you until your team gets too big to micro. Thus it transits from "tactical" to "strategic".

Unfortunately, it features a campaign only for Human and Firbolg warriors. I wanted a Mage campaign and expected that I could choose any race and job (it features 4 races with 2 jobs each after all). What I got was just a 10 or 15-map campaign with 2 races of warriors.

Plus its 1.0 version is quite buggy and I didn't feel like experimenting with its v1.2 patch when it doesn't allow me to play as a Mage in its campaign. Not worth the effort to me. So I deleted the game.

It is made by a small Bulgarian team. I can almost feel the love they had for their game and the effort they put into it. For such a humble group, the game was pretty good. Unfortunately, until they have a campaign for Mages of any race, I'm not playing. Of course, if I get extremely bored someday, I may just install it again just to remind myself why I deleted it in the first place.





Somehow, everyone was using romantic relationships as a topic for their humourous speeches. It is one of the few topics that everyone can understand. What are the other topics?





Was reading this guy who was raging because he met some people who were pretty much brainwashed to the point of no return. Even though she was an attractive girl, she was also a very religious Christian. Very sad. Here's the first post by him:

To all Christians: how the fuck can you be so fucking deluded? Jesus Christ (pun intended).

So I went to a student bar on my uni campus tonight to meet some bird who never showed up (but that's another story for you /r9k/). Anyway I get bored and come outside where these people are giving away hot drinks, since it was fucking freezing. I nab a cup of tea and this Chinese guy starts talking to me. Turns out he's a parishioner or w/e and maintains the church/chapel on my campus.

After a bit he introduces me to this girl who I start chatting to who's a devout Christian, thus a member of the uni's Christian union, and her friend comes over and I have a lengthy conversation with them about how I'm an atheist and, them being Christians, it all kicked off into a religious talk.

Holy hot dicks in a bucket were they fucked in the head. Honestly, how...why would you be so DELUDED. I was going along with them while they told me how God loved them, how they followed the bible word for word, that they could feel God's love in their lives, how the other guy's sister was depressed and God 'saved her from suicide', but all the while I was gritting my teeth and wanted to smack them. Honestly, it was making me sad that they were so far gone into this shit. I wanted to whack out a copy of The God Delusion and start fucking it in front of them.

We were talking for hours, me saying how I thought God and all religion is all fucking bullshit but they were having none of it, just going back to their die-hard love for God and how he is all powerful.

After like 2 hours I bid them farewell and they said they'd be preying for me -_-

Why are people so fucking stupid /r9k/? Why? The girl was very good looking ;_;



Looks like it was his first time encountering such people. I remember how I felt when I first talked to such people, all the anger at how people can believe from the core of their souls things that cannot be proven nor disproven, how they can make themselves swallow the whole load of bull and how they can throw away their free will just like this.

How can they call it free will if their's has already been tainted? Changed by a mere book of what is obviously fiction, to the point that logic will no longer work because faith must come first if they are to continue to believe.

Free will requires logic to exist. To choose freely is to decide based on what you think (note: not just believe) is correct. But if the decision has already been made for you because your religion says so, not you, then is it still free will?

And when God chooses people for something, or even decide in any way how they should live or do things, is it still free will at work? C'mon, these situations aren't exactly very rare among Christians.

And the "burn in Hell forever or believe in Jesus/God" thing? How can anyone even not see that free will is antithetical to this religion?

In the end, we must accept that though everyone is born equal, they aren't born identical. There are always those who cannot accept reality, those who cannot have nothing and no one to rely on and those who fail and need someone to blame for their own failures.

But damn, to "feel God's love in their lives" is delusional. That's so sad! Who says you can never have too much of a good thing?






A parody skit on the VP Debate that happened a few days ago on American TV. From www.nbc.com







Testing flash and mp3 players.






Looking at this picture makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time.